Friday, April 22, 2011


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I have been in a funk for several weeks now. Feeling low and in turn rather grumpy. This morning Little Bit was in a horrible mood which seems to be the new normal. It makes me sad that my once happy boy is now grumbly and upset most of the time. Have I done something wrong? Is this a temporary thing due to teething? Will my sweet boy come back? On top of that I am having some issues dealing with a hard friendship and unsure on how to proceed. I am just feeling lost in it all.

I know I have my Lord. I should be joyous and let Him handle my worries and frustrations. I just can't seem to relinquish all this. I am so grateful that Hubs is starting a staycation starting tonight. He will be home for a whole blessed week. Maybe this is the deliverance I have been praying for. Time together as a family. Not doing it all on my own. My partner here with me to show me the path again.

Please shoot a prayer my way. That I may listen to the Lord and stop being so disobedient. This is my biggest sin. Trying to be in control. Thinking that worrying about something enough will let me control that situation. I cant. I know it. Still I disobey. How fallen I am...


  1. TGIF and oh those teething days. I can just remember being tired when my kids went through them. I have shot off a prayer for you and I'll give you a tip.
    Instead of seeing him cranky stop for a second and latch onto one of those days when you remember him as happy. Take a deep breath and smile the biggest smile at him and say I love you.
    You'll be surprised at the results.
    Hang in there and I'm following you.

  2. Hi, I'm visiting from Smart and Trendy's linky party, nice to meet you! I've followed your blog. Thanks for sharing the above post with us, I often encounter the same thing, surrender can be difficult. You pray for me and I'll pray for you!

  3. It's always hard to accept things, and I think that is part of the challange of being human... sometimes it's good, but sometimes it's bad.

    When Willow teethes it's the worst. And it really makes me question God's designing skills. I mean, really? Isn't there an easier way to get teeth into my little girl's mouth? Without it hurting? She's little, she doesn't deserve this. Can't you punish me some other way like by smiting my pot plants instead?

  4. Don't be so hard on yourself!!! Praying for you and your situations. Things will get better. Stopping in to say Happy Easter! He is Risen!!

  5. Sending hugs to you. Everyone goes through it. I was having challenges with my 4 year old this week and have been feeling a bit low too. Just know you're not alone.

    Take care! Don't Mess with Mama

  6. Shooting a prayer your way! I am a new follower from the Tuesday Blog Hop! Check out my blog if you get a chance!

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    I am now following you :)

    Hope you have a great week, and hope to see you next week!

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  8. Found you on a hop and am now following you. Very nice blog!