Tweet If you have been reading my blog for a little while you know about the amazing boot
camp opportunity I wan from Lean Green Mama. I am writing this to give myself accountability. I am messing up. Bad. Really bad.
I am still pretty okay with eating a healthy breakfast but the rest of the day is shot. I did a week of walking and blew out my back, again... I go to the chiropractor on Friday for X-Rays. My back has been KILLING me. When I am in pain I eat. Little Bit was also cutting yet another tooth last week. Four days of crappy sleep make me feel even worse. When I'm grumpy and tired I eat. What have I been doing this past week? Eating. Eating. More Eating. Honestly, I am afraid to even touch my toe on that scale.
The program Jennifer has is sound. I wasn't hungry. I ate some yummy oatmeal this morning. Then when Little Bit had his snack I had some teddy grahams with him and the left over Thai food in the fridge. Le sigh...
I am writing this to convict myself again. On Friday our Bible study group is going to be sharing with each other something we really need the others to pray for us about. Can you guess what I am sharing? Yep, my food idol problem.
I am going to go and get my back put back. We got a new mattress over the weekend and that has helped my back immensely. I have piles of wonderful veggies coming out of my garden to eat. My prayer warrior pals are going to be helping me tame the demons in my head. I am continuing my tasks on the Lean Green Mama program. I am reading "Made to Crave" for further conviction. I have the support of Hubs. Most importantly I have a mighty God who can help me do all things!